I know everyone is wondering why I keep working on stuff when I am one of the very few devs who isn't paid to be here and whose stuff never gets promoted by the bigger npubs and that basically nobody has ever heard of and hardly anyone even uses.

I don't really have an answer. I also constantly question my own sanity. Where is your self esteem, girl? They don't want you around. You have cooties. Like, take a hint. Geez. All of the popular people think you are totally uncool and your ideas are stupid. (Well, if they knew your ideas, they would think they are stupid. Ideas can catch cooties.)

I know. I know. But I need to go update my relay, so I'll have to think about it... later.