Importantly I no longer believe everyone and anyone I meet in the real world is out to secretly help and assist me, and I've thus ceased taking Abilify or any other medications apart from bupropion and mirtazapine for sleep. Turns out psychiatrists were just prescribing me antipsychotics because they thought I was an idiot/insane. Lol. When I arrived at the psych ward in February I genuinely believed it was all a part of some grand plan. Clearly it was not. I'm just out here in America like any other everyday guy.