I spent a lot less time crying yesterday, because I had my friends to distract me. Today, I'm going to use writing to distract me. I can't keep lingering on "what ifs." Whatever happens with Matt will happen when it happens. Stressing over his reply is not going to help me at all. Aero, our mutual friend, is talking to him tomorrow about it, so there's that. I think she'll smack some sense into him.