That you were more "work" productive when so much of the world was tyrannically shut down is telling. That video games didn't stick is a sign of maturity (gimme my NHL94! and Tetris). When your work is an essential service and you no longer have the desire to waste time with what is derivative culture (haven't seen a truly innovative game in almost 20 years though "It Takes Two" had quite the mature storyline, at least) is a sign of growth. Writing is a brain flex. Go for it!