I hear you... have felt that way most of my life. Then oddly started aligning with conservative Christian values (pro-family, farming/self reliance, anti-perversion in schools, 2nd amendment, etc). Then as I watched our cities/society going to hell and our govt overflowing with sin and corruption, covid hit and I found myself directly in their camp. I would not call myself a Christian but can appreciate their values. I am curious to see where this journey will take me.