@nprofile1q... same... I got asked recently why I don't care about some things anymore and stubbornly do some things others obviously think of being silly or not worth the effort (like regularly go out and clean up our beach).
I replied "oh, I do care but the older I get I decided to chose my own battles more wisely". Maybe I'm a bit like the German proverb goes "lying in my own pocket" but atm it feels right.