I've fully accepted that it's most likely over, and I've come to terms with that. I'm at peace with it. It really seems like everyone failed you and contributed to this. Since you said this isn't the first time, maybe changing your circle could help break the cycle. If the same things keep happening, something has to change. Either way, I hope you enjoy your time away and get everything done. Your work has always been peak, and if this is the end, it'd be a damn good send-off. I understand.