You lived though the decline of civilization you just didn't notice the small things that told you it was happening, as it happened.
https://blossom.primal.net/19fb3772726b2593e4a64c34ba301d4d294a...
You don't need to look at the back of a fucking hotwheels car to see the decline you can just go outside.
How much indoctrination does it take to become deaf dumb and blind?
How much indoctrination does it take to become deaf dumb and blind?