@nprofile1q... Yeah, but there's kinda nuances to this. For the most part when you post you just come off as... well, sad and depressed. That can hurt people, because they care, but it's nothing malicious on your part.
And occasionally lashing out isn't the same as being an abusive asshole. Sometimes things get to be too much. I mean, the very fact that you took a break in order to stop lashing out at people shows you're not really being abusive.