The urge for hope is totally understandable! Yet when going deep into it, hope is a biiig attachment. Only when we let go of hope as well, and are okay with what really is, the door to awakening opens. Because hope, too, is a construct of the egoic mind, of thought, which we can go beyond.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vu-Nw_ea9N4