Pray to Christ, that if he’s real, he’d reveal himself to you. Read the Bible starting with the Gospels ie start at Matthew. I like the NIV translation. It’s eye opening to read the book vs. what we all already think we know it is.

I would begin by asking Jesus to help you. Everybody has experiences, mental models, and/or vices that make that prospect difficult, and asking him to help you navigate that minefield will help. Love/strong feelings are tied to recognition that someone else loves, protects, and provides for you. S...

Feelings and individuality are over-valued in modern Christianity. But it is possible to feel strongly about Jesus, as a real person, not as an abstract concept. To do that, you have to know who he is — this is best done by reading the gospels, which are in part his biography. This brings you to t...

Start by thinking about the holy trinity. This is imo the best starting point for spiritual Christians who are mostly intuition led. As a man, a father and a soul, the holy trinity is always within you and you are connected to God naturally. The masculine plays a very important role in life, which G...

I feel this begs the question what you do feel strong about, maybe go with that?