The most paradoxical thing of all of this is nostr:nprofile1qqsw3znfr6vdnxrujezjrhlkqqjlvpcqx79ys7gcph9mkjjsy7zsgygpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgqg5waehxw309aex2mrp0yhxgctdw4eju6t03svk44 taught me how to find this
He literally indirectly mentored me through finding this over the past 2 year...