nostr:nprofile1qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnyd968gmewwp6kyqpqeznehj29kh9ec58v65ehf9n06m3pm07t2j23gqza2j2u8apns4zqeees0p last time I told them I was suicidal and they kept me off the surgical waiting list even though the suicidal ideation was months in the past. this time everything will be great! and fine...