not that im depressed or anything, i actually feel pretty relaxed and "happy" in sort of stuff - i mean i have a job and i earn a decent amount of money to live from - im not rich, but i can work my hobbys, i cannot ask for anything more...
but...
i am not really getting any more out of the art scene...
dont get me wrong, i love to draw - i love lolis and milfs and stuff...
but...
well, i dunno how to describe this...

maybe it's midlifecrisis knocking on the door...

who knows...