TY I appreciate a lot your message and the poem. When I use quotations, I should have made it clear that is because I'm not sure what I'm saying is accurate, like the word beginning, so I think we agree on more things but my hability to express myself is not good enough. Don't know who said that but "if you can't explain it, then you don't know it" so I admit I don't know but I wish!
Did you read this book? The Kybalio by Three Initiates, I found these guys form the Master key society channel randomly on youtube and then @Jeff Booth recommended it on a pod one day... I'm just listening to it now because I think it can help me on my research and I thought perhaps you will enjoy it too.
When thinking about Kali (I just checked it out yesterday) my intuition is that the character god that destroys is an illusion, and really a tool that allows the deeper creating, birthing, nourishing, loving god to measure value. I like surfing, and you can't enjoy it fully (getting in the tube) without risk, pain or even the threat of death. And I think what remains is the genuine wish of having infinitely even richer experiences. And perhaps you and I are here to just do that! Hope you are having a good day!! 💙🌊
https://youtu.be/aL43l2SFVWQ