Yeah, I feel like, for most of my life, society was set up so that people in power could take advantage of the masses, and in exchange, the masses could enjoy simple, thoughtless lives. And it was all retarded bullshit and lies, but at least it was convenient and had an heir of respectability. But then the people in power broke their promise, things got complicated, inconvenient, and they stopped pretending to respect the masses, and I lost my motivation to pretend to not be a bad person by their completely incoherent and self-sabotaging standards.